Memorial Day!!
I finally have a minute to post something, WOOOWHOOO!!
First & most important of all, I MISS YOU ALL!!
I have been doing great!!
Ive managed to stay focused on trying to make myself better. I ve made a lot of changes, which include diet, different exercises, & keeping a positive attitude. It has taken a lot of effort & will to change things, & it has made a huge difference already.
I have been seeing new Doctors & taking some crazy tests. One test was very interesting, boring as all hell, but still interesting!! I had to sit in front of a Black & white checkered TV screen, while I had these things (wires) all over my head. It was kind of gross having gooey stuff all over my hair afterwards. But I managed to survive it, so its all good. Not to mention I dont think I have any blood left in my body after I saw the vampire. I see them every so often, UGH!! Anyways, Its been a very interesting few weeks for me, but thankfully things seem to be getting done. AS long as they get what they need to help me, I dont care what they do to me. Well there is a few things I wouldnt allow, but I wont go into any details, lol.
Other then all that I have been really focusing my energy on getting more stamina & better energy all around. I do see a light at the end of the tunnel & I do plan on getting there. So far I cant believe what a difference it has made just to be so focused on what I want to achieve. So far Ive tried to deal with not working anymore & its killing me financially. But in the long run I think its for the best. I do however plan on possibly going back, & I m hoping sooner then later. Its really hard not having the income I was used to having. So its a HUGE adjustment. I would like to start maybe going back by July sometime, but I m not pushing it. I just want to keep focused on other things before I jump back into something that could end up hurting me more then helping me. But all in all I am starting to feel so much better!!
On Memorial Day (Monday) I went & took a visit to my Grandparents grave site. I cant even begin to explain how much I miss them. My Grandma was always my rock & it sucks to need someone & they arent there. I know a lot of you completely understand what thats like. Also, how hard it can be without the ones you love when you need them the most. Life can be such a bitch sometimes!!
Anyways, I dont mean to get depressing here, I do hope everyone had a wonderful weekend & thanks for always wishing me well. I will be posting whenever I am able too & always know you all are in my thoughts & prayers. Do take care!!
Love always & forever, Mystical Me!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
First & most important of all, I MISS YOU ALL!!
I have been doing great!!
Ive managed to stay focused on trying to make myself better. I ve made a lot of changes, which include diet, different exercises, & keeping a positive attitude. It has taken a lot of effort & will to change things, & it has made a huge difference already.
I have been seeing new Doctors & taking some crazy tests. One test was very interesting, boring as all hell, but still interesting!! I had to sit in front of a Black & white checkered TV screen, while I had these things (wires) all over my head. It was kind of gross having gooey stuff all over my hair afterwards. But I managed to survive it, so its all good. Not to mention I dont think I have any blood left in my body after I saw the vampire. I see them every so often, UGH!! Anyways, Its been a very interesting few weeks for me, but thankfully things seem to be getting done. AS long as they get what they need to help me, I dont care what they do to me. Well there is a few things I wouldnt allow, but I wont go into any details, lol.
Other then all that I have been really focusing my energy on getting more stamina & better energy all around. I do see a light at the end of the tunnel & I do plan on getting there. So far I cant believe what a difference it has made just to be so focused on what I want to achieve. So far Ive tried to deal with not working anymore & its killing me financially. But in the long run I think its for the best. I do however plan on possibly going back, & I m hoping sooner then later. Its really hard not having the income I was used to having. So its a HUGE adjustment. I would like to start maybe going back by July sometime, but I m not pushing it. I just want to keep focused on other things before I jump back into something that could end up hurting me more then helping me. But all in all I am starting to feel so much better!!
On Memorial Day (Monday) I went & took a visit to my Grandparents grave site. I cant even begin to explain how much I miss them. My Grandma was always my rock & it sucks to need someone & they arent there. I know a lot of you completely understand what thats like. Also, how hard it can be without the ones you love when you need them the most. Life can be such a bitch sometimes!!
Anyways, I dont mean to get depressing here, I do hope everyone had a wonderful weekend & thanks for always wishing me well. I will be posting whenever I am able too & always know you all are in my thoughts & prayers. Do take care!!
Love always & forever, Mystical Me!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
posted by Mystical Me at 10:05 AM
13 Comments:
I am so happy that you are able to have a positive attitude right now. That is so very important when dealing with something that is very scary. I understand this to some degree from having bipolar.
Anyway,
Thanks for taking the time to stop by my blog and giving me some love.
You're welcome on the comments. I hope things are improving for you. I am sending you all my peaceful, loving energy. It's good to hear from you sweet stuff. Feel free to send me an email anytime.
I hope your day is going well. :)
Love and hugs.
Hey sweetie! good to see you posting again. Those tests sound pretty bizarre, but hopefully they can help you. It's great that you are changing your diet and exercising. I knew a woman who got rid of horrible arthritis simply by changing her diet! It was incredible. She could barely hold a pen before, then it was completely gone. Anyway, as always, I am here for you!! xoxo
MM, you are such a sweetie! Thanks for the great comments & for thinking of little ol' me :)
It's so great that you have a positive attitude. Having an optimistic mindset will get you far in life - and it's VERY sexy!
As you say, take care. I'm thinking of you, too.
MM darling: Your positive attitude & outlook ROCKS!! I'm so glad you can feel a difference already. Take care of you & post when you can. Hugs always. Luv ya!!
it's hard to keep a smile on your face, when you are feeling like shit in the inside.
I'm really gled to hear that you are doing great!!
it's about time.
Love you Friend!!
It sounds like you've found some good doctors; that's 1/2 of this battle, the other half you've already won with your attitude!
Thank you so much for the update!
Thinking of you...
alan
James,
Thank you sweetheart!! I agree it is very important right now for me to keep a possitive attitude. It also shows my kids the best way to react to things like this. I lived far to long with a negitive outlook on all this, & the entire time my boys saw that. I truly want the best for them. So how can I want that for them, but not show them how to achieve it. They are what keeps me focused right now & the will to stay strong. Thank you again for all the kind words & all your encouragement. XOXO
Jlee,
Hi sweety!! Ive missed you so very much. Yes, some of these tests have been really bizarre. But thankfully they dont hurt, at least not yet. HOWEVER, I am fearing one of them & thats the one where they stick a HUGE needle in my spine. Yeah........ I m not looking forward to that at all. They might not have to do that one if they get what they need out of the MRI. So pray for me K?!! One thing I have noticed & thats since Ive changed somethings in my diet I m not hurting as much as I was everyday. Its interesting how the body works with what we eat. At this rate I think I m going to become a vegetable if it helps me more. :) Ive also noticed I do have a lot more energy then I did two weeks ago, its really blowing me away. Anyways, sweetheart I miss you so much, & please call me whenever you can. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
SPG,
Thank you!! Its nice to know something I m doing, someone finds to be sexy these days. ;) Although, this last test I looked rediculous. I was thinking about taking a picture, but then I was too embarrased. Not to mention I dont think they would have allowed me too anyways. I think maybe next time I have to wear something like that all over my head I m going to have someone take a photo of me. I do miss you & I do hope everything is going good for you. Please keep intouch sweetheart & I promise to as well. XOXO
Green,
Its so awesome I cant even think of the words to tell you just how awesome it really is. I have changed so much in the past two weeks that a lot of people dont even think I m the same person. I think the day I heard what the diagnosis was, is when the light came on in my head. I knew right then I wasnt going down without a good fight. I know I m going to be ok, & knowing that keeps me motivated along with my two boys. Thank you for being here & always encouraging me. Your an awesome friend Green, for that I thank you sweety. XOXO
Javier,
You are such a sweetheart!! Yes, its hard, but with each passing day it gets easier & easier to smile. On the days I feel like just staying in bed I get up anyways, no matter what. Ive noticed its getting easier to get out of bed regardless of how I m feeling now. My only regret is, I wish I would have done all this sooner. I feel like Ive missed so much in life already & trust me I dont plan on missing anymore of it. Thanks for always being here for me Javier, your such an awesome friend. I do hope all is going well for you & Cat. XOXO
Alan,
Thank you so very much sweetheart!! I feel so very blessed & so very lucky right now. I m thankful to have such wonderful Doctors right now, its been along time coming for me. Plus, I feel very blessed to have such wonderful friends here for me. Thank you again sweety for always being so kind, thoughtful, & caring, you have really made a difference in my life. I m also waiting for the day I get to eat your cooking. :)
I hope all is well & do take care of yourself. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Take care everyone & know you are all being thought of everyday. Love always, MM XOXOXOXOXOXO
Hey MM. Please check you’re MySpace email.
Best,
MA
My dearest MM,
I am so glad to hear of your improvements and see you back on line and around the blog again.
You are so right about staying focussed on what is before you at this moment on your plate, instead of thinking about tomorrow or the next day.
I'm glad you took the time to visit your grandparents gravesite, and share some precious time and hopefully memories there with them. I think you'll remember this page I made for you when your grandmother passed away ... A Word from the Ancients.
Things here in FLA are good, just finished the spring pow wow season, and have a break till mid-September. Hmm...guess that mean preparation for hurricane season which starts June 1st.
Hugs & Kisses,
Bill, aka Silver Eagle
Hey MM. I sent you an email. Please read it! It’s very important!
It is great to hear your taking
such a positive attitude.
sounds like your on the right path-
keep it up.
MA,
I did get your email! Thank you for being so concerned. Take care sweetheart!! XOXO
Silver Eagle,
Thank you so very much Bill you are & always will be dear to me. I miss you so much, & I really hope to come visit you sometime this summer. XOXO
Outlaw,
Thank you!! You are such a sweetheart & I feel very blessed to have been able to meet you here online. Youve been a really big inspiration to me & for that I thank you. I do hope all is well with you & I m still praying for you & your hubby. Please keep me posted as to what happens. I wish you well sweetie & do take care. Thanks again!! XOXO
Polyman2,
Ive missed you!! Where in the world have you been sweetheart? Well no matter where you were Im just happy your back. Thanks so much for always being so awesome. I hope all is well with you & do take care. XOXO
Le Chitelier,
Thanks!! yes Ive been really working on keeping focused. I never realized just how hard it could be to stay focused on something & to actually stick with it, lol. I m very determined with getting myself better & feeling better. Thanks for always being so awesome to me. Take care sweetie!! XOXO
Take care everyone!! Love always, MM XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOX
Attitude is 99% of getting better I've found. Have you tried juicing yet at all. I was doing it everyday but I had to hold off until I see what the story is with me. It gave me lots of energy. I used only fresh organic fruits and veggies.
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